September 30th, 2009

Please be praying for me. Last week I was struck instantly with a horrible flu and was quarentined for days until the fever broke. Then just as I was beginning to recoupe from the flu I noticed some discoloration on my reconstructed breast. It looks like I have some sort of infection, possibly of the implant itself. My doctor put me on antibiotics right away but this morning I noticed that despite the antibiotics the breast is swelling considerably. I'm heading back to the doctor in the next little bit. I'm in quite a bit of pain and am worried that I will have to have the implant removed. I'm worn out and don't have a lot of fight in me today. I'm discouraged beyond words and have been crying a lot. I keep clinging to the fact that when I am weak, He is strong. Jesus will pull me through this too, I'm sure of it...and today the only energy I have I'm using to believe Him for this and I'm letting Him do the rest. Please pray!